so i leave for london monday
lotta stress going on cuz well, things in london need to be sorted - not just for me, but for other ppl as well.
i'm sorted, just wish i was rich to take care of others.
i spent a very long weekend in sacramento hanging out and avoiding *some* immediate things - like packng and hanging out with family - but it was good.
went to local bar tonite and got asked out by a regular.
didn't expect it.
then had to argue my feelings about dating and having to *be* with someone.
i never thought that i had to date someone to be happy. i have of course dated people, but i'm just one of those that are more content being single for the most part. i do believe and say that 'compromise is just 2 (or more) people not getting what they really want'
wtf.
he said i need to be social. my work is social. i prefer being social online or seeing my *friends* in real life when i travel to other places.
just because i like to hang out at my local bar doesnt mean i want to be asked out. i just want to play pool and drink JD.
ugh
having to argue about my desire to remain single is annoying. esp when some ppl tell me it's living a lonely life and i sure as shit don't feel alone
