fuck

this stupid sick shit really blows

turned in my paper to my prof online since she wrote me and told me i could.
i apologized for overly long ramblings, but she responded that they were entertaining.
good.

i need to distract myself with movies n fall asleep.

my nose is beginning to feel some effects of sickness.
uh oh.

shit

all about phlegm globbers this am
too early
back to bed
fuk


oh and HAPPY BDAY wrong_monkey
and back at ya with the shot gun!

bits n pieces

yea
buffy season 7 is out soon
nov 16


and starwars 3 teaser is out too
but a bit short
i guess that's why it's just a teaser

lotr
rotk should be out soon as well
the super expando verson


if you're in LA, THURSDAY nite is Ken Marcus' gallery show
over on hollywood at that erotic museum space

and emilymarilyn's bday party
which means that mspersephone's bday is coming up too!

da BIG FIVE OH

oi oi OEOEoh

happy bday miss creatrix777

u crazy gwai!

prepping updates...

ok!

sassetteopants and me. post tickle n laugh session

servers...

are changing

in the meantime
check out my website's new look !!!

AHHHHHHHH

*check the url

the wake...

is at bondage a go go this evening

i was going to go
both to the wake and to the club

but i skipped class today
being that i'm sick and all

and i'm not sure that going out will help me
dammit

ugh
also supposed to meet ivy cuz i got her shoes

but not sure i'd make the drive up there
feeling all icky n stuff
*haaawwwwkkk*

damn i just loogied a huge one
yuck

server caca..

i uploaded a shitload of sets today
it takes forever as my puter is pretty slow
especially when the images are like 3M each

i also posted some images in here and now those little red x's are showing up

patience

at least that's what i'm telling meself
it seems all the changes i made to the site and the additions of today are NOT up yet
shit shit fuck\

and now my fucking mail program is telling me i have the wrong password to get to my mail
yet it seems to be working FINE when i go thru my CPanel
fuck

ok. wait
patience.
it'll fucking work.
fuck
i dont have time for this shit right now
i feel like shit

2004: travel buggin

i just wrote this up for an interview i had.
i thought it was pretty damn neat
and i'm not even DONE bouncing around for this year!

edited to take out the rambling bits
hmm
does LA count as travel?
i suppose it does if it takes 6 hours to drive, or if i gotta get on a frikken plane

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January: London for NYE, then directly to Las Vegas and Los Angeles for much of the month and then a quick bounce up to Seattle as well. School started at the end of January so i had to get home back to NoCal but the last weekend i snuck back down to LA once more to do a quick gig for Playboy TV.

February: Los Vegas again but this time with Varla Magazine for the Punk Rock Bowling Tournament. The next two weekends found me in Denver and then LA once again.

March was Texas. Houston to be exact. That was great and the weather was kick ass. It was a really nice change from the cold of England. Oh, and my birthday is on the 17th so i decided to stick around locally to celebrate and that included a show at the SF fetishball.

April was mostly about school and doing nothing for spring break although i did go down to LA again at the end of the month.

May was the kick off of my big European tour! i first flew over to London where i saw my friends for a day or so, then repacked my things for a big continental jump. Berlin ended up being my base for a time. i performed at the German FetishBall and then did a few shoots.

In June i left Berlin for the weekend to jump down to Zurich for a couple days of shooting. Then up to Dusseldorf, Oberhausen (1 week), Essen, & Gelsenkirche. I went back to Berlin for a week or so, and then headed up to Hamburg for a few days. That's when i got to attend the Hurricane festival as a guest of Cypress Hill. :D The end of June I flew down to Milan for a couple of days.

The first of July, i returned to London to participate in a couple of events including the TortureGarden party (www.torturegarden.com) where i ran into some Varla peeps! yippee! But it was cold in London, and i didn't want to end my trip with such a bad memory, so i ended up returning to Milan for a couple more days (where the weather was kick ass) before returning home to San Francisco.

August was pretty much filled with a somewhat lengthy stay in LA before school started. A lot of my time was actually spent in Santa Monica where i hung out at my friend's home. He actually happened to be the director for the new xXx: state of the union movie. Most of us shot for just 2 days but then i got pulled for another week or so of filming!

September school was in session. But regardless, back to Europe for me! First Rome to perform at Ritual (www.ritualtheclub.com) and drink for a weekend before heading back to London to perform and produce shows for the RubberBall (www.skintwo.com).

October was sucky cuz school started and i had to come home. Oh well. i think i was getting a little homesick during this particular trip anyways. I spent one weekend at home and then i had to repack again but for somewhere new (at least for me): Toronto. there i got to perform in this one bondage suspension show were i hung by a single ankle about 2.5 stories in the air above an audience. That was fucking great!
The following week, another LA bounce.

November! hey, caught up now! Again an LA bounce to attend the xXx wrap party and a couple of shoots. I was planning Seattle since it seems it's been so long since i've been up there. But the candle burning at both ends is starting to tire me out.
I need to rest and get ahead on school and my site.

December is still in the air for certain cities in the US. Los Angeles is most likely, but I'm also looking at Seattle around the 2nd week. But Europe is certain! Back to London and points beyond come the following year including trips back to Berlin, Hamburg, Zurich and the addition of Vienna, Prague, and/or Ireland.

csi...nyc

ok
people cutting off their limbs!!

amputee obsessions!

:D

and de niro teams up with martin scorcese
he narrates a short film/commercial directed by scorcese for american express.
fucking nice.

last nite i watched a show on commercials and ad campaigns.
info on how to target audiences and what people want.
american express decided to offer quality entertainment in the form of classy vignets a la bmw and bmwfilms.com
the product is decidely there, and yet the fact that your watching a commercial doesn't matter. it's like the commercial has become a form of high art.
fucking cool.
except for the fact that it makes one wonder what happens when we become immune to the differences and how the power of publicity ads may be stronger than ever although we just dont see it.
or perhaps we've just become numb to the fact.

the explanation of the iPod campaign was really good too.
the quick step by step reasoning of how the ads are able to sell an experience
and how once you have one, you're able to see yourself in the ad.
thereby being able to feel the iPod experience
heh
cool

oh and speaking of ads...
have you seen the photography art used to push LAVAZZA ?
erwin olaf...EXPRESS YOURSELF
http://www.missiontoespresso.com/default/calendar/lavazza2005/splash.jsp
thierry le goues...MISSION TO EXPRESSO
http://www.missiontoespresso.com/default/calendar/missiontoespresso/splash.jsp#

sorry, too lazy for html coding