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ahhhh
interviews and photos to collect still for publications.
it's getting harder to keep track of which magazine is getting what.
and it's annoying sometimes, but necessary to not give the newest things to some, even though they ask.
hah.
ugh
and the other thing that sucks is there's hardly anything local (work-wise) for me that doesn't require penetration or spread shots.
what happened to just bondage? heavy rubber?
i can do difficult suspensions, and also make it more interesting in video by shifting about, but if i don't shove something inside of me, they dont want to/can't hire me.
everything - ok, most, not 'everything' - here that pays good wages seem to require some sort of spread shot or genital stimulation (penetration, forced orgasm).
having to go to LA (where options are slowly dwindling) is not too out of the way, but can get tiresome. At least there's shooting for fun and content with friends down there. Seattle is great too, but unfortunately, the normal rate for bondage up there is half the standard of California and other places.
on the other hand, i suppose having to travel to europe isn't all that bad.
i now have to include brussels on my itinerary for a shoot.
also, naples is now a possiblilty as well!
HAH!
interviews and photos to collect still for publications.
it's getting harder to keep track of which magazine is getting what.
and it's annoying sometimes, but necessary to not give the newest things to some, even though they ask.
hah.
ugh
and the other thing that sucks is there's hardly anything local (work-wise) for me that doesn't require penetration or spread shots.
what happened to just bondage? heavy rubber?
i can do difficult suspensions, and also make it more interesting in video by shifting about, but if i don't shove something inside of me, they dont want to/can't hire me.
everything - ok, most, not 'everything' - here that pays good wages seem to require some sort of spread shot or genital stimulation (penetration, forced orgasm).
having to go to LA (where options are slowly dwindling) is not too out of the way, but can get tiresome. At least there's shooting for fun and content with friends down there. Seattle is great too, but unfortunately, the normal rate for bondage up there is half the standard of California and other places.
on the other hand, i suppose having to travel to europe isn't all that bad.
i now have to include brussels on my itinerary for a shoot.
also, naples is now a possiblilty as well!
HAH!
