sick

and missing TortureGarden

fuck

no show for me tonite

TG last nite

must have been interesting
jaketherat and wrong_monkey came home drunk after ynl _yungfuktoi_ tetsuo2 and crackcolumbine left.
they actually didnt go to tg but elsewhere.

watched a bit of the princess bride then went upstairs to pass out as dizziness was coming on again.
passed out quite well but heard doorbell ringing for sometime and no one responding so i ended up answering it. took a bit of time as i fell down part way there. head was spinning like a rim n all.

i guess others came home as well eventually.
though the party continues for them!

irritated

missed seeing lucifire and tiamaria play
GRRR
heard it was great too
and
i missed watching lukas do his thing with satomi and gurlesque
and
i missed meeting suka off in person
we have been in contact thru email but that is it
shit

fucking irritated over this sick thing
and no
it isnt because i have been burning the candles at both end
i have been resting
did quite well in past cities with work/rest/non-drinking/drinking
i have not been pushing myself at all

i am irritated that i flew from the continent to london to perform at this gig
and i ordered a bunch of stuff for it
and that is all wasted now.
not like i will get paid for not performing.
fuck

dimsumdimsum

everyone went to dimsum

GRRR
i want dimsum
_yungfuktoi_ will bring some back

waiting for VH to get up since her hubby is a DR.
so i be good and wait

crawly

ratspike has been posting super photos of his 'discovered' spiders!