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2006-06-22
cant sleep
of course. dead tired earlier today to the point of resting my head for a second then almost dozing off on the tube.
almost 3am. alarm set for 7am.
of course, now, sleep is escaping me.
i wonder if it's the intraweb that's taken hold, or am i just online in order to distract myself while i am unable to sleep.
i can sleep on the plane.
i hope the movies on there suck so i wont want to watch them.
myspace was very good to me this evening.
received a message that got me all giddy like i was in high school.
guy in a band i've liked for some time now.
in fact, high school was my initial contact.
1986.
ok.
to bed.
must force myself.
maybe it IS the intraweb that is the sleep killer.
:-)
of course. dead tired earlier today to the point of resting my head for a second then almost dozing off on the tube.
almost 3am. alarm set for 7am.
of course, now, sleep is escaping me.
i wonder if it's the intraweb that's taken hold, or am i just online in order to distract myself while i am unable to sleep.
i can sleep on the plane.
i hope the movies on there suck so i wont want to watch them.
myspace was very good to me this evening.
received a message that got me all giddy like i was in high school.
guy in a band i've liked for some time now.
in fact, high school was my initial contact.
1986.
ok.
to bed.
must force myself.
maybe it IS the intraweb that is the sleep killer.
:-)
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well kind of home.
i dunno. wondering about that.
everytime i say or thing 'i'm home' when referring to the bay area, i stop myself and ask if it really is my home.
i'm hardly here and i'm ready to leave. i dont really miss it. at least that's what it's been like for the past couple of years.
but it IS where family is. and it IS really nice to be back.
and the weather here rocks.
and getting massive amounts of packages in the mail (shoes, clothes, books, checks, CDs) is really cool. tho the bill part isn't as cool.
woke up in time for last minute packing bits and cab. but car was late. very late. i ended up taking it all the way to heathrow though. only 25 quid. not that bad. luckily i ordered the thing a bit early and there was no traffic on the M4 heading west (it is the M4 yes?)
slept on the plane a bit, so i dont thik the jet lag will screw with me too much. tomorrow i drive to sacto for shoots sat, then sun up in roseville.
tonite. local bar.
i dunno. wondering about that.
everytime i say or thing 'i'm home' when referring to the bay area, i stop myself and ask if it really is my home.
i'm hardly here and i'm ready to leave. i dont really miss it. at least that's what it's been like for the past couple of years.
but it IS where family is. and it IS really nice to be back.
and the weather here rocks.
and getting massive amounts of packages in the mail (shoes, clothes, books, checks, CDs) is really cool. tho the bill part isn't as cool.
woke up in time for last minute packing bits and cab. but car was late. very late. i ended up taking it all the way to heathrow though. only 25 quid. not that bad. luckily i ordered the thing a bit early and there was no traffic on the M4 heading west (it is the M4 yes?)
slept on the plane a bit, so i dont thik the jet lag will screw with me too much. tomorrow i drive to sacto for shoots sat, then sun up in roseville.
tonite. local bar.