tues tues...

stupid people flakey for the work
ok...
but i gotta get updates ready for site still

supposed to maybe do shoot on wed with elviravixen but not sure if i can.. might still happen,
not sure where the guy was planning on shooting tho. helen can u deal with that?

today i work on updates for my site
oh
and also i am going to leave.
thinking out loud...

i cant leave until after the 8th though because that is when my big shoot is.
after which i am going to fly to milan for more shootings there.
delta flies from there so i can just return directly to SFO.
the shoots i did there were great so getting more there will be perfect.
plus milan on the weekend will be enjoyable i am sure!
this of course means no TG. sorry i will miss ur bday misstiamaria.
if these plans go thru then i will also miss shooting with lucifire.
school officially begins on the 12th of july. but that doesnt mean i have class that day.
i must figure out what days my classes will be and then i can adjust my last bit of my trip and stay a day or so longer. i never ever have class on monday so an extra day in Italy would be nice.

thanks a lot to you know who you are for bringing crap all the way from LosAngeles
and making it uncomfortable for me to hang out with my friends here.
thanks so much for everything.
and fucking things up quite nicely.
what a fucking pal u are.
fuck u very much.



oh
and tonite i have dinner with tony M
hopefully emily can make it too

fuck

milan wants me on monday
flight home is on sunday
no prob since it looks like the course i want are at the end of the week or online
easily changed.
plus ynl thinks it is good so i can drink with him
drunken slants about town
bah

oh well.

some guy i was supposed to shoot with here in october wrote me
and asked me to call him to set up a date
dammit
hello!!!
a phone number would HELP!!!
i want this gig too since it means ton o moolah


dammit
blarh

i want to kill people at this moment

i am tired
i better take a nap

i think i go watch musa DVD for a bit then nap before dinner

behind...

da scene shot

of me during the shoot with thomas rusch

just hanging
rigging and this shot is by tatsu_otoko at bondageproject.de

thomas's site is thomasrusch.com


go lookieee!!!