still in rome

need to update and write before i forget what the fuck i did and what i was thinking and when

hmmm

food first tho
and quick email catch ups since been without puter for a few

ritual

the party was fun
the show with suka off went great
sylvie even fell off the stage
this was unplanned
then P started stomping on her and shoving her around
which freaked out some since it was pretty hard for show purposes
she got a bunch o nice red scratches on her chest from the boots too

lukas and satomi showed up
which was nice
but the next day our attempts to meet for food didnt work out.
instead ran around and did touristy things

got picked up by Tiz that evening around 8ish and went to fave fondue location by vatican city.

food now. more later

more rome

anywayssss.....

went to see that trevi thing too
it really is quite nice
tho i felt an urge to drown all the people around it.
too many people
hate them.
but oh well.

walked over to the forum and finally the colliseum.
damn
i mentioned that.
anyhoo, i really wished it was still in use.
i wished i got to see the bullfights when i was in madrid.
i guess killing animals for sport in such a public space isn't very politically correct.
pfft.

did i mention that ritual was fucking loud?
what is it with clubs that blast the music so that you're still listening to the thump thump 2 days after the party is over?
unless you're really good and can pull your prey with just eye contact constantly, you're gonna be shit outta luck. oh. and me and sylvie met this really nice bartender. well, he was nice while the free drinks were forthcoming. he said he was a porn star and i should go home with him. i told him i didnt want to. but he insisted. he asked me about the last time i had sex and i just spat out, "june". and so then he replied how sad and how i found the cure for my troubles. well, i replied that i've had some sexual interactions since then, but just not what he would consider sex. anyways, he said that we should go for it, right then and he would let me live my fantasy with him. i looked at the other barman there (nice guy really, named ROD) who just sniggered and laughed. he really was nice. me and sylvie liked him enough to talk to him without wanting drinks. so i told mr porn star that we could go right now. my fantasy would be in the toilet. where the handle was affixed to the wall. i wanted my fist up his ass while his head was in the toilet and i would flush from above. he decided he didnt want to go. he stopped being nice after that. no more free drinks. also, sylvie asked him, if he was such a big porn star then why was he bartending?
hmm

the day after sucked almost
stupid holidays
had to go to termini to find open things but walking around with suka off was fun
tho they tell me poland is going to be cold as fuck

yesterday had a shoot with alex
went quite well
got to see ostia
went to the beach
took fotos with the camera
too bad the pix are small
:(
beach rocks!

gnocchi

i really need to stop eating in this city
i order something without cheese then promptly add cheese on top of it

then i chow it all hoping that it wont affect me
but i know it will
oh well
i have 5 pills left and i must save one for tonite
it's Tiz's dads bday and he's got mozarella from the south
hmm yummy home dinner
rawr

i need to nap.
woke up early today after JD n vodka last nite at the local bar
(hotel located near mamolo on the b line outside of the city).
since halloween didnt offer up a bunch o candy, i went and picked up a package of raffaelo (sp).
yum yum yum

ooh mistress_sandra is taking my new latex to the post office today so i will have more HW stuff in Paris!
RAWR

i got pix from eccehomo but need to upload them to post em here
blarh

oh and

happy bday from Roma to danarama

hmmm


and lucifire
her bday is coming up
rawr
trouble
same day as faderhead and kellylind

paris for max

so maximsphotos is having a show over at Demonia in Paris.
the same nite as Nuit Elastique.

i will be there.

www.demonia.com
www.nuit-elastique.com

andy

ooooh

and another


missing this one
dont get in til the 8th

u 2 nov au 4 décembre 2005, Andy Julia expose ses photos ultra-glamour et baroques, qui rappellent le style sophistiqué-pervers d'Irina Ionesco ou Ellen Von Unwerth. Son talent sort de l'ombre : il vient de publier un magnifique livre d'art aux éditions orkus en Allemagne, une monographie précieuse de 182 pages, imprimée en sépia et quadrichromie regroupant 2 ans de son travail avec sa muse, une bombe sexuelle sublime.
A noter : La maquette et la typographie qui composent le livre sont signées Robinson Deschamps (akiza.net - www.touslesanges.com)

VERNISSAGE LE JEUDI 3 NOVEMBRE A 18H
aux FURIEUX : 74 rue de la roquette, 75011 Paris. Métro : Bastille ou Voltaire

wokr wok wrok rwok

caca
tired
want to nap
so i will
just a smalll one

then gotta make sure things in order for flight to brussels tomorrow.


so i'm wearing my cut off pants (by chick skate company Nikita), 2 wifebeaters and my DC shoes. i have my backpack with spikes, and my chain hanging from my waist.
then this guy says hello and being the polite nice girl that i am i respond in kind.
then he asks me to suck his dick on the street
i told him i didnt understand so he tried again with hand signals
so finally i explained to him my interpretation:

he wanted me to give him money so that when my boyfriend (who i was waiting for) showed up
we would go to a hotel, then he would suck my guy's dick.

i said sure.
he went away.
he ended up following me for a bit and was walking in front of me and tiziano too.
when i realized it was him, i told tiz but the guy kept walking faster and faster.
we tried to keep up with him but then we had to turn and the guy looked like he was freaked out a bit.

i figured i could be insulted and get mad, or make fun of the idiot.
the weak can be amusing, to a point. then u just want to scare them shitless.
i think it was enough. for now.

plus, tiz was telling me the last time he had a guest in and someone said something rude to one of the girls.
big fight ensues, then time at the police station. i dont want to miss my flight tomorrow, but the idea did sound tempting for a bit.

checking

ooh just checking on work things and stumbled across something i didnt like at all
GRRR

feel RED coursing thru me

nothing i can do but fucking wait
shit
fuck
dammit

saving lives

hmmm

according to the_vet my actions - or rather non-actions - helped to save Snoep from a terrible fate
does JD really kill the effects of Viagra?
in humans?
in pets?

he's thrilled tho at the moment
from the package i am working on
as long as it doesnt get seized like that cattle prod

i had a dream

gelatto
lots of it

it was warm and i could smell it
imagine the taste
different pools of it
swimming pools of the stuff
all around me and i safe and above it all
then a damn breaks somewhere

i am running to escape an avalanche of the stuff
but i end up getting overcome
spinning like in the ocean

in the end i am trapped in a block of the stuff

i can escape
but i have to eat my way out

and my lactase pills are trapped in another block close by.
but can i eat my way through both blocks, freeing me and the pills before i start the wrenching gut pains?


shit
i am having tiramisu tonite