2005-11-17
shooting today
hmmm i was thinking
i dont think i wrote enough
i dont think i gave auschwitz all that it deserved.
it's been a goal of mine to visit after all.
oh well, not sure what to say, but i do know that going by tour is not the way to go. but then, it's better than not going at all. there were groups of people being rushed through each exhibit area, like heards of cows. with all the people there was no opportunity to actually absorb. too safe. no chance to feel swallowed up by the place.
though while i was wandering around block 11 i got to the room with windows overlooking the area between block 10 and 11 at the end.
it was that wall where they lined people up for shooting. one of the groups of students were placing their lit candles with the others that were already there. the colors they wore were a stark contrast to the sombre tone of the place. i tried to watched their faces to see what they were thinking. i dont know if they were just going through the movements or if they really were invested in the action. it was interesting to observe though.
oh, i also noticed colored tiles running along one of the blocks. it was on near the back, close to block 1 and ran along the double fence that seperated crematoria 1 and the small patch of grass where hoess was hanged from the other blocks.
hmm
more later
hmmm i was thinking
i dont think i wrote enough
i dont think i gave auschwitz all that it deserved.
it's been a goal of mine to visit after all.
oh well, not sure what to say, but i do know that going by tour is not the way to go. but then, it's better than not going at all. there were groups of people being rushed through each exhibit area, like heards of cows. with all the people there was no opportunity to actually absorb. too safe. no chance to feel swallowed up by the place.
though while i was wandering around block 11 i got to the room with windows overlooking the area between block 10 and 11 at the end.
it was that wall where they lined people up for shooting. one of the groups of students were placing their lit candles with the others that were already there. the colors they wore were a stark contrast to the sombre tone of the place. i tried to watched their faces to see what they were thinking. i dont know if they were just going through the movements or if they really were invested in the action. it was interesting to observe though.
oh, i also noticed colored tiles running along one of the blocks. it was on near the back, close to block 1 and ran along the double fence that seperated crematoria 1 and the small patch of grass where hoess was hanged from the other blocks.
hmm
more later





hmmm let's see. those images shot by mourthe are now up. the ones of me in the honour shirt and skirt looking severe with that peacock feathered pill box hat.
then there are the shots by aaron hawk. finally got all the ones he did of me in one place all together.
he did the pic below btw.
me and dee dee luxe playing around in atsuko latex at gwen media
oh and me and
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got pix from gilles today
nice
also
mistress_sandra!! the package finally arrived.
so spat!!!!
grrr
better than never though!
got pix from gilles today
nice
also
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so spat!!!!
grrr
better than never though!
finished shooting
all done straightening out all the luggage and clothes n things
in other words, packed again.
tomorrow morning 8am
off to warsaw!!!
i hear there be snow
brrrr
i picked up a book at auschwitz
but i already finished it
'i was dr mengele's assistant'
nice read. didnt get highly emotional which i liked.
direct which i had hoped for seeing as that the author was a Dr.
but not enough of the nitty and gritty.
ok. fine. i was searching for morbididty and rawness.
there were some, interesting bits.
i never knew the men delievering the zyklonB wore international red cross uniforms.
And drove a van marked in the same way.
all done straightening out all the luggage and clothes n things
in other words, packed again.
tomorrow morning 8am
off to warsaw!!!
i hear there be snow
brrrr
i picked up a book at auschwitz
but i already finished it
'i was dr mengele's assistant'
nice read. didnt get highly emotional which i liked.
direct which i had hoped for seeing as that the author was a Dr.
but not enough of the nitty and gritty.
ok. fine. i was searching for morbididty and rawness.
there were some, interesting bits.
i never knew the men delievering the zyklonB wore international red cross uniforms.
And drove a van marked in the same way.
up and at em early enough
all packed last nite
should be out the door any minute
off to warsaw!
performing with suka off tomorrow nite at M25
should be a little link or something over at
http://www.gothic.pl
a little foto of yours truly too
oh it snowed here last nite
brrrr
the_vet makes me snort
and he's a dork
all packed last nite
should be out the door any minute
off to warsaw!
performing with suka off tomorrow nite at M25
should be a little link or something over at
http://www.gothic.pl
a little foto of yours truly too
oh it snowed here last nite
brrrr
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and he's a dork