hibernation

i'll get back to the china stuff in a bit

meanwhile, i've been passing out around 7am and waking up around 4pm.
what's up with that?!?

so today i did go to bed at 7 but woke up at 10 am.

i have been wo9rking on a jaw breaker
after 4 or so days and nights, i have finally gotten it down small enough on one side and i can shove it into my mouth.
though it does hurt after a while.

it's like  a giant ball gag.

my tongue hurts a bit too from truing to wear it down fatser.
i'm not even going to try and bite it yet!

ok. back to it
(it = whatever i happen to be doing)

lag

ugh

today's wake up time: 15h00

i have got to get over this soon

almost did yesterday by only sleeping for 3 hours

out - ish

so tonite there's this fetish thingy near my pad

i guess i will head over and meet up wtih sokkmonkey
stealingtime_ is doing a bondage thingy



omg. i am so broke!
i have euros. i have yen. i have philippine pesos. i have hong kong dollars. i have renminbi from shanghai.
even some checks that came in.
but i have no US fucking dollars on hand.
no matter how sucky the $ is, i dont think showing up with 200 € notes is going to matter much to anyone.
shit.

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i need to figure out how to get over this jetlag still.
usually i have no problem when i fly from sfo to lhr.

anyway
coughing a lot
seems like goop is stuck in my throat
it reminds me of what happened when i stopped smoking for a bit
fuck it
i go smoke tonight