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2009-06-19
yesterday i wrote: "I wonder if i'll be able to sleep all thru the night and maybe wake up around 6-7am instead of 1-4 am. I hope so. I'm going to try!"
i woke up around 5am. right in the middle.
oh well. maybe by tonite it'll be good. I think i'll head out to the nuthouse this evening.
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Nothing like telling someone you actually want to talk to them about something important (at least to you)
and then they avoid you for a couple of days - or they don't have the time.
meanwhile, things are eating me up inside. i don't like that feeling.
Well, if this is a passive-agresive way of getting me to shift away while irritating me at the same time, it's working.
Of course, I really don't know since i haven't been able to have any sort of serious discussion.
I have to try not to think about it as it bothers me more n more as I start to realize where I sit on the list of priorities.
If people aren't interested, they should just say so.
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the baby is saying more and more things. she's using english and korean and japanese words. she's also addicted to playing with my dad's iPhone. she's a litle scared of me still, but getting better each day.
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my friends that live in hawaii were over in cali and saw my ex. kind of funny. except it reminded me of the fact that he's got my battlestar galactica DVDs and wont return them to me. he never liked them either. couldnt even get him to watch more than 2 episodes. i want them back. this really pisses me off just thinking about it.
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i'm discussing the idea of heading down to Los Angeles around the 2nd week of July. we'll see. there's a bit of time, but I need to see if I can get some more work.
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In super good news, got tickets to the San Francisco Symphony and Pink Martini concert with Samar on thurday, June 25,
The entire show was sold out on the website and there were only 2 seats left in the loge section.
It'll be super! Maybe I'll wear latex. :-)
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I think i go kill stuff in a game.
i woke up around 5am. right in the middle.
oh well. maybe by tonite it'll be good. I think i'll head out to the nuthouse this evening.
---
Nothing like telling someone you actually want to talk to them about something important (at least to you)
and then they avoid you for a couple of days - or they don't have the time.
meanwhile, things are eating me up inside. i don't like that feeling.
Well, if this is a passive-agresive way of getting me to shift away while irritating me at the same time, it's working.
Of course, I really don't know since i haven't been able to have any sort of serious discussion.
I have to try not to think about it as it bothers me more n more as I start to realize where I sit on the list of priorities.
If people aren't interested, they should just say so.
---
the baby is saying more and more things. she's using english and korean and japanese words. she's also addicted to playing with my dad's iPhone. she's a litle scared of me still, but getting better each day.
---
my friends that live in hawaii were over in cali and saw my ex. kind of funny. except it reminded me of the fact that he's got my battlestar galactica DVDs and wont return them to me. he never liked them either. couldnt even get him to watch more than 2 episodes. i want them back. this really pisses me off just thinking about it.
---
i'm discussing the idea of heading down to Los Angeles around the 2nd week of July. we'll see. there's a bit of time, but I need to see if I can get some more work.
---
In super good news, got tickets to the San Francisco Symphony and Pink Martini concert with Samar on thurday, June 25,
The entire show was sold out on the website and there were only 2 seats left in the loge section.
It'll be super! Maybe I'll wear latex. :-)
----
I think i go kill stuff in a game.