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my ass is as wide as a v8 9liter pickup.

i can suck in badgers at fifty feet with my ass

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my head looks like masumis tits.

thats one out of two

w!n

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words cannot describe how unbelievable cool diz is for letting me sleep outside their house

bed nite

ynl finally went to bed.
came home a bit drunk and decided to post on LJ and talk to people on MSN
logged in as me of course.
too busy laying on the couch and move the metre to stop him.


did get funny when he was talking to a buddy from SF
and finally admited he was a bloke

i still have to try on my vex latex.
tomorrow
im cruising thru season 1 of the Sopranos>

vex argyled

gahvex



i will not be doing ballet shoes this weekend
hah

fryyyyday

ok. fell asleep when the sun was up and birds were chirping.
season 1 of sopranos again finished. if i were at home i'd have popped in the other DVDs for other seasons by now.

i get to pick up my phone but much later on.
i really hope it has all my numbers and images intact.

still not sure about tonite. maybe for just a lil visit i guess since i know some others that are going...

i need to toss a movie on and take a nap

night one, TG!

ok, who is going to this thing tonite?



The first event of our London Fetish Weekend. We kick off with the return of TGs legendary Play / Fetish Party - Club Flesh.

Torture Garden London Fetish Weekend
Presents
Club Flesh
Friday 19th May 10pm - 5am
@ Hidden
100 Tinworth St, off Albert Embankment, London SE11 (Vauxhall tube)

yeah, that's me!

New 4 Zone Venue

Dungeon Playroom
Special Guest Mistress: Midori (US)
Full SM Equipment by Infernal Mechanix
Music: Ambient & Erotica

Club Room
DJs: Jimmy Mofo (TG), Charlie Angel (Wonderland / Erotica Ball) and Jacob Moss (TG)
Mixing up sexy electro house, breaks, funky club classics.


Lovers Lounge
Music: Sexy Burlesque & Lounge Exotica

Large Outside Chill Out Patio

Plus lots of balconies and corners to get lost in!

Enforced Dresscode:
Fantasy Fetish Body Art Drag Uniform Medical Bondage etc
No Casual Streetwear / Cotton T-Shirts / No Cameras / No Refund!

Advance Tickets: £15 Members / £18 Non
(4 Event Weekend Ticket: Mem £50 / £60 Non - only available online & via TG tel)
C/C Tel: 44 (0)20 7613 4733
Online: www.torturegarden.com
Torture Garden Clothing Showroom: Unit 30 Cremer Business Centre, Cremer St, Shoreditch E2
Paradiso: 41 Old Compton St, Soho W1
Liberation: 49 Shelton St, Covent Garden WC2
Fairy Goth Mother: 7 East Yard, Camden Lock, Camden NW1
Breathless: 131 Kings Cross Road, WC1X
Regulation 17a St Albans Place, Angel N1
Door: £18 Mem / £22 Non

photo: www.kumimonster.com / www.nawashibari.com

oooo meanie

apparently i have irked someone enough to receive email.
jeeze what else is new. actually, i dont ever receive much email such as this, but i'm pretty sure some people dont like me - as if i care.

anyway, i am a fetish elitist snob and i need to go away and let other girls have their chance

well, no shit to the first and ?!?!? to the last.



tee heee!
oh i dont know if my life can go on. someone said a mean thing and my life is shit. i am so depressed. i am going to cry myself to sleep and hide away from the world. maybe put on some smiths or something. find a dull knife.

hah. fucking idiots.
when i stop having fun and getting paid to do my job, then perhaps. although i didn't realize i was preventing other girls from attaining their lofty fetish goals. not like there's that much money in the scene for fetish models. bahahahhaaa.

gah friday

still friday.
hmm.
finally able to sleep a bit but woke up too late to pick up my phone.
tomorrow.
tho i must admit it IS a bit nice to not have it. no incoming calls, texts, or things to send to people. this also means no costs on calling or receiving. quite nice. tho it also means a bit of a difficulty with arranging work type things, but not that much of a worry today.


so i guess i've decided to go to the party tonite.
i'm on the flyer too, but it's not online so i cant hotlink it
but here's the pic they used. my new hw catsuit too.


vienna, 2006


anyhoo, fetish party virgin yawningpenis is going to go to TG this evening with a buddy of his. somewhere on the tube we'll meet up and head in together. hahah. a virgin.

what the fuck am i wearing tonite anyways? new latex or old latex? comfly flipflops with surfshorts (latex of course)? gah. i dunno. maybe i just change there. who knows. energy is lacking. belly is fat. maybe it's the pasta i just shoved into me.
doh!

estevan oriol

he's got a video trailer up at youtube
Run Up

FIFTY24SF Gallery in association with Upper Playground Films
present

The Run Up

An Artist Documentation Series.
Featuring films covering 27 of todays top visual creators.

Directed by Shaun Roberts & Joey Garfield.
2 Disc DVD Set in Stores - 09/2006




www.fifty24sf.com
www.upperplayground.com
www.triplewide.net

slow

what is up with boys that take too much time to get ready
more than me even!

still at home
waiting...