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• 13:08 packin it up. time to leave sacto n do that 2 hr drive #
• 15:57 I880 3pm is the SUCK #
• 20:36 @Shatter242 well it's especially the suck from north of the 80/bay bridge split to all the way down to the 84/dumbarton exit. ugh! #
• 20:37 dammit, i wanna feel the earth move too #
• 20:38 @edrabbit i was invited to go, but after getting thru oaktown traffic, i was like no way! no more ass in auto! #
• 00:15 @edrabbit damn. i suk for not going #
• 00:17 @rjkeener wouldn't that be the 17 and not 880? #

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the weekend before

so i leave for london monday
lotta stress going on cuz well, things in london need to be sorted - not just for me, but for other ppl as well.
i'm sorted, just wish i was rich to take care of others.

i spent a very long weekend in sacramento hanging out and avoiding *some* immediate things - like packng and hanging out with family - but it was good.

went to local bar tonite and got asked out by a regular.
didn't expect it.
then had to argue my feelings about dating and having to *be* with someone.
i never thought that i had to date someone to be happy. i have of course dated people, but i'm just one of those that are more content being single for the most part. i do believe and say that 'compromise is just 2 (or more) people not getting what they really want'

wtf.
he said i need to be social. my work is social. i prefer being social online or seeing my *friends* in real life when i travel to other places.
just because i like to hang out at my local bar doesnt mean i want to be asked out. i just want to play pool and drink JD.
ugh
having to argue about my desire to remain single is annoying. esp when some ppl tell me it's living a lonely life and i sure as shit don't feel alone